My first love is what I have been thinking of lately and I must admit all this living in the past is driving me crazy.

You see the summer heat and the feel of the suns sting on my skin has me straight remembering.

Yet still I have someone that wants to give everything to me and says that she will be all that I need.

She is wonderful, beautiful and has a certainty that makes me want to find all these things that she swears she can see in me.

Although every time we close and I feel the intensity why do I feel like I am being unfaithful to an old memory.

Back then I was young and naive all those pretty promises we made actually meant something to me.

I never knew that it would end so hopelessly and that's just the trauma that has started this controversy.

It is so unreal how the past is inerfering with my present once again...why can't I just forget how it was supposed to have been?

Written By: Sami Heart-Speaker

I see the emotion of your face...yet you say nothing so I will be on my way and no I will not stay.

Why do you look so bitter is because you see that I am happy with her...regardless I just need you to leave me alone.

I know that I made my mistakes A.K.A allowing myself to take that walk of shame but nothing will ever be the same.

So no there is nothing left to resolve and I have nothing left inside at all but I still try and stand tall.

I will not let you see me cry because if you say that you are sorry and need me then I may just stop being angry.

That cannot happen at least not right now so baby let me go I promise it will be alright some how.

Written By: Sami Heart-Speaker

When was it that we took this wrong turn that brought us from lovers and best friends to a heartbreaking end?

Why have we become this wreckage of bruised hearts and bitter words? Why are we both screaming and yet no one is being heard?

Where did all the promises we both made go and why does life make love fade and change?

How did the only one for me become the one person on this earth that I can no longer bare to see?

These are the questions asked by broken hearts...yes just the tangible confusion left by being torn apart.

Written By: Sami Heart-Speaker